~!^*my princess diary*^!~

In 18th-century England, if a woman was standing under the mistletoe, she could not refuse to be kissed. For her, that kiss brought luck for her romantic future. If the woman remained unkissed after standing under that mistletoe, she would not marry the following year. That was the legend anyway.

 
I’ve never been kissed beneath the mistletoe. In fact, I don’t believe I’ve ever stood beneath mistletoe. But if you told a single woman that standing under the mistletoe unkissed would mean she wouldn’t marry for a year, I imagine she wouldn’t be the slightest bit bothered. Not in this day and age. In fact she might just hope no one came to kiss her at all.
So say you’re standing under mistletoe and some strange man walks over and kisses you. Does that mean you’ll marry in the next year? Will you marry him? Can you escape this curse if he’s someone you don’t like?

 

Needless to say, the tradition has changed over the years. Nowadays mistletoe is nothing more than a party favor. Something one hangs in her living room to let guests have a little fun. If you were trying to lure a man into kissing you, that little sprig of mistletoe might just be the thing to break the ice.

 
A couple of years ago, I’d be fun and buy some mistletoe. They were selling it in Wal-Mart, along with wrapping paper and bows, so why not? But then I realized that the man I wanted to kiss wasn’t coming to my place. So the night I went to see him I put that mistletoe in a baggy and stuffed it in my purse.

Anyone who’s ever dealt with mistletoe knows exactly what that sprig looked like when I withdrew it a few hours later. It was crushed into dozens of tiny pieces. I showed him, he laughed, and later he kissed me. But he didn’t kiss me under the mistletoe. Still…I had broken the ice with my pathetic attempt to let him know I wanted a kiss.

Have you ever used mistletoe to break the ice?

-ktine-

IT WAS JUST TOO LATE…

i was standing all alone outside the house..

it was a full moon..

and he was waiting for me at my favorite spot..

it was d “roof top”…

he called me to go to the roof top..

so i went to upstairs to go to the said spot..

he gave me a gorgeous smile dat melted my heart..

den he gave me the most beautiful boquet of flowers..

i hugged him.. he hugged me back..

i told him “i hope everything is gonna be okay..”

he replied “if u take me back, everything is gonna be okay..”

and i told him “if i take u back, can u handle all the things?? my situation?? and everything?? im afraid dat we might end up like this agen.. im afraid dat u’l gnore me more and more if it will happen agen”

suddenly….. he gave me a sad face and said “i was expecting an answer, nevermind…”

i replied “i rily wanna take u back, but can u handle all the things?? my situation?? and everything?? if ever it will happen agen?? i need ur understanding..”

he told me wid a face of losing hope “then that’s a no. ur time is all i need… i wanted a good answer but u gave me a stupid answer… its too late… this was ur last chance…”
he left me at my favorite spot.. without knowing dat 2mrw is my bday..

dat was d end of our conversation..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
who ever this girl is and who ever this guy is…

 

may they have a good life ahead.. and may they find the true love they want agen….

 

 

12-16-08 9:59 pm….

dedicated to someone i really love..
by: ktine

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i cried d whole day
knowing dat ur gone
gone in far away
wil never come back to me

butterflies are free to fly
ur my butterfly so i set u free
coz i dont want to c u suffering
freedom s d best for u

we wil never be together
ur hatred on me will never change
things gonna change badly
and i deserve it

but im stil here
waiting outside my door
waiting for hope
that u’l come back someday

life is too harsh
but cant control it
for im not God
who can control anything

if only i can stop time
or rewind all the things happened
but as wat ive said im not God
who can control anything

but for once im my lifetime
i felt the feeling to be loved
the feeling to be cared
and the feeling to be hurt

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if dat makes u hapi
it makes me hapi too
hope ur hapi with someone else
coz it makes me hapi to c u smile with someone else rather to c u sad here in my arms..

thank you for everything.. it was such a great honor to know u and to be loved by you..

thank you and goodbye..

this is for u my nick..

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SUICIDAL NIGHT

In the middle of fear
The fake smile i wear
Those cheeks of tear
My soul didn’t appear

The tears i can’t afford
Breaks my heart through a sword
I pray to the Lord
To ask you accord

I thought you were always at my side
My loneliness that I cannot hide
And no one haven’t provide
A thing that can smile me wide

Then at your house, I lose hope
When I saw and read a letter of an envelope
Telling a big silent nope
When I saw you in a thick rope