~!^*my princess diary*^!~

it was just like yesterday…

why is dis happening to us?? i thought i can hold on unto us.. but wat i’ve done would be never forgiven.. am i a dat too bad to do dat to u?? i can say yes or no..

yes, bec. i told u dat i dont love u anymore though im stil feeling this feelings dat never felt before… being really inlove wid u!!

how dare am i to do this.. i let u suffer here in my arms..

i know wat ur thinking.. ur thinking dat im a cheater, though im not.. my loyalty is to much.. and ur loyalty is to much too.. i really want to bring back the past..

but i cant coz i cant hurt u agen.. let u cry agen.. suffer from pain..

call me a stupid but never a liar.. there wasnt a time dat i lied to u!!..

coz i trust u and u trust me too.. though were in this kind of relationship..

may our love will never fade away..

plzz dont hate me.. coz for wat i’ve done.. many of ur friends hated me.. coz they dont know why i did dat.. but my friends knew why im like dis dats why they agree with me..

its just like were livin in different world and different time..plzz do understand..

I LOVE U NICK TOMACRUZ..

may dis words of myn be the last dat u’ll hear from me..

ur a perfect guy to anyone.. and to ME… but i was d girl who wasnt dat perfect for u..

if only u know d real reason, the real explaination.. but i dont know how to explain it to u.. dats why my friends are helping me.. coz i wasnt on my mind already..

nick, as u read this.. or if ur reading this or not reading this.

may the people around us.. understand me… and wont be dat judgemental to us…

THIS BLOG WILL ALWAYS REMIND ME OF U!!.. I WONT EVER ERASE THIS… NEVER!!

For millions of humans
death is like a sleep
from which they will awaken

he breathes his last breath
he returns to the dust and
in that same hour all his thinking ends

But God called him
letting him awake from his sleep
make him live again

providing as the last enemy
death is to be brought to nothing
that make dead conscious

never again will grief-stricken people
go to a cemetery to bury a loved one
and death will be no more

generation to generation
peace and love exists
love and hate collides
people versus death
this is the worst
ever worst in thorns
thorns that let pain exist
pain that hurts us
suffer us
made us cry

but if we dont fell pain
love won’t exist
were both people share their feelings
feelings that only them can explain
a feeling that u never felt before
but death
the adversary of life
let people get too emotional
and lead to suicide
a life that wont be back easily

never knew dat i was born
to say i love u to u
never knew dat i’ll met u
and comfort u all d way

never knew dat i’ll be always here for u
whenever u nid someone to talk to
never knew dat i’ll be d one to care u
whenever no one cares at u

time passed by never knew it
dat all d way long dat ive done to u
was never knew by u..coz..
u never knew dat i exist…

why does heart aches??

does it really hurts us?

u know.. LOVE

with this 4 letter 1 word….

is dis good to all?

if it is, den why are u crying about it?

why r u afraid dat it would exist agen>?

do i have to do it?

is it really important?

im confused,,

u think im ready?

if not..

den y r u existing?

ur making me confuse!

note:

baby love/ infatutaion..

^_^… IDK!!!…

XD…

just like a rain
touches ur heart
callin ur soul
kisses ur cheeks
blowin ur hair
just like a dream

dis dream fades
in a garden of sadness
missing my soul
missing my life
i know u hear me
u just dont like my presence

i wana die
die in his arms
an angel kissed
warm hugs
tears callin me
deeply words u said

who am i?
its a mystery
mystery i am
mystery to u
i luv u
til eternity

he was scared
scared of showing his feelings
feelings for her
dat never felt before
but never cared at all

he wanted to tell her
but it was too late
she was married
a guy dat she never loved
he saw her crying like a baby

he was hurt
never saw her like dat before
he was deeply sorry
he cant have her
coz someone owns her heart

he just disappeared
he never looked back
she was there hoping
he cried, she cried
and he never been back..